| I've been having some odd dreams lately.
Last night... I dreamed that I was in an Amazing Race. Couple of episodes in, I was in the lead... and waited for the rest of the contestants. I found out later, in the dream, that my brother had come in a littler earlier... due to an injury.
I went to see him and realized that his injuries were severe.
I wept.
I couldn't believe that for the sake of winning the race, I left my brother behind. Knowing that he was injured and I wasn't there to protect him... hurt me deeply.
I wept without shame.
I woke up in midst of my weeping and realized it was only a dream. I could not control my emotion, so I wept... awake and feeling silly.
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| Last spurts of Summer...
That lazy, golden evenings are upon us again... a sign that Summer's leaving and Autumn is coming.
I seemed to have lost my expression. It's been years... where are you?
Another Autumn... and I still have nothing to say... |
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| "Be with me, my beloved love
that my smile may not fade."
- "Be with Me" |
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| I watched two movies tonight. They're not new... but they never get old.
"The Shawshank Redemption" and "The Lover."
I am exhausted... |
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